It's been some time..huh?

Somehow.. I'm really worried. Why? I feel like kpop is taking over my life that I put my studies in a second priority. Like, when I reach home I'd hurriedly get my iTouch and browse through the latest updates (news reports, pictures, videos and fanfics). Seriously speaking, kpop is the only fandom that has caused me to be like this - obsessive in a way. As far as I know I'm not those over-obsessive fangirls; I'm just at an average level of fangirling.

Going back to the issue of my studies, this past week wasn't so good at all. No, I didn't get failing grades but my results were so average that up to now I still can't get over it. It's crazy but even a single mistake on a test irks me. It makes me sound like a boastful person but when it comes to my grades, it's no laughing matter for me. I'm not taking it seriously while taking it seriously. Get it? It's hard to explain but... like I always say in twitter, I have a perfectionist side which I find so hard to remove.. It's making me all sad, honestly.

Now, I plan to prioritize more. I don't want what happened in this week to happen again. I should be focusing on my studies yet still having fun with my fandoms, right? Wish me all the best..!