Ughh, I so hate it! D';
4:02 AM
Ughh, I've really had enough of my mom, she's so... Idk, here attitude is so unexplainable. But at the end of the day she isn't what you would call a model mom. Seriously, just no. I love her but god all she ever does is irritate me or put me into a bad mood. She's good at times but then she switches back into biatch mode in a matter of moments. Don't get me wrong though, she's totally not some evil mom. I know she cares but geeeez why can't she show it?Ughhh.And you know what's worse? You can't even ask anything from her that you want, it must be what you need. Sometimes I'd wish that I had a mom who would spoil me and give me what I want. It may not be ALL that I want but at least she tries. I want a mom who shows that she cares A LOT. I'm actually so jealous of those with really wonderful moms.
But of course my mom and I ain't in some conflict with each other. I like to keep my thoughts for myself because I just KNOW I'll end up getting lectured at in the end xD
This is particularly the reason why I'm such a daddy's girl. I love my dad so much even though sometimes he can't exactly give me what I want but I can feel that he cares. Sometimes I feel guilty that I'm acting like a spoiled kid who wants to get what I want but srsly, all I was asking was a cool phone (LG Lollipop, to be exact) because my current phone is CRAP and payagan na pumunta dun sa concert na gusto kong puntahan. I rarely ask for things like that because i have solace in my Internet resources and couldn't care less with other stuff but COME ON, why can't you realize that!? I'd be so happy if they actually grant that wish of mine but right now I'm just so BITTER. Actually, if I get those two that I wanted, I could handle NOT asking for more for a year.
My parents are loving and all but heck they're so cheap! Money problems, you say? I rarely ask you for anything of high value and to think that I strive hard to get those high grades to make you proud and wow, i get nothin in return? How unfair is this world!?
I have much more I want to rant on but I believe I still have something more important to do than reflect on this thing called my life. Yes, I'm so BITTER right now.
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