Wait just a darn minute, what?

I sure forget to post here a lot.. Oh well, it's not as though anyone reads this anyways. I still like to call this as my mini diary... however you take that as.

Life's doing well, school life.. well, it's as hectic as ever. I can't recall how many times I wished that the day would end already so I can go home or how many times I've wished for summer to come by faster. But then, it's such a waste.. to not enjoy the current times. I must admit, I got sucked into the kpop fandom badly - it's as though I wouldn't be able to survive without a day of exposing myself to kpop related stuff. What's more is that, it's always in my mind. This fandom.. it's too obsessive.

So Super Junior ended their 4jib promotions and I must admit, I was really down and disappointed that they didn't even get to win anything on their last week of promotions. It's just, idk.. it doesn't feel good to a fan - it's as though we've failed them or something? Maybe that's just my bias acting up but wouldn't you feel sad as well for them? They've been through a lot of hardships already.. the least we can do is to make them smile, right? 

For those stupid antis, stfu.

Okay, okay enough of this nonsense sentimental time of mine - it's not good seeing myself down. Let's be positive, m`kay?

Now that Super Junior has ended their promotions, I'm just super duper glad that SHINee is back. GDI DID YOU HEAR THEIR SONGS ALREADY? I'M SO ADDICTED ASHFLSAJFLSAKFSL. D: No seriously, I just LOVE every bit of it. I'm addicted to A-Yo for some reason.. x'3 Words cannot express how giggly am right now when I see them on music shows and performing.

Unless you follow me on twitter, you probably don't know this another fact about me. Other than being an ELF, I'm also a Shawol. Yes, I love SHINee sfm as well - not as much as SJ but still, so so much! My bias is Onew, btw. <33

Speaking of that, I'm on Shawol mode, guys - I seriously am.  The fanfics I read nowadays are SHINee fanfics, specifically ONKEY and 2MIN ones. I'm addicted to those pairings.

I am itching to go on a SHINee spree - to browse and post around SFI, watch videos and stuff. You do not know how much I want to spend my time watching their shows that (due to my laziness) I haven't watched yet BUT SHEESH SCHOOL IS SUCH A NUISANCE SOB. There's so much I want to do..

Can I be like this? 

But sadly, I cannot - I care too much about my grades that I could not afford to be a lazy grunt. And it also doesn't help that these next two weeks will be hectic and full of studying to be done! D: This week is: LONGTESTS && DEADLINES week. The next will be, EXAM WEEK.

I am sad at how I have to be away from my ~lovely~ fandoms for these two weeks because I have to do studying and stuff. I can do this, right? 

**PS: I'll be attending the KPOP Fest on SM Megamall this August 8 with my friends... YAY! Oh and, according to Universal Records PH, there will be an album launch event for SHINee's Lucifer and I cannot effin' wait for it..! I'm seriously going to buy both version A & B and I'll be early so I can get freebies.. Muahahaha. >:D